Goodbye 2015

***Jessica’s 2015 round up!!***

This year has taught me a LOT. First and foremost, I have learned that I can do whatever I put my mind to. I can live in a building site whilst the house is renovated. I can take the boys on holiday on my own and have an awesome time! I can face an inquest into the death of my Husband. I can pass my driving test first time! I can give birth to a baby weighing over 10lbs without pain relief. I can raise 3 kids. I can exclusively breastfeed another baby! I can lose 3 1/2 stone. I can have rainbow hair. I can run!! I can laugh and be happy. I can meet new people and have confidence in social situations. I can plan and pull off tonnes of parties. I can believe in myself. I can keep the memory of my lovely Husband alive.

I can live my life without regret!

This time last year I was dreading the uncertainty of the future, but, 2015 has been pretty kind to me.

Along the way I have realised who I can rely on, and who only brings negativity to my life, and, although it was a tough decision to make, cutting them out has brightened up my life. So long, arse holes, you are not welcome in 2016!!

Here is to another year with my wonderful little people. Getting to know three very different personalities. Here is to getting fit, losing more weight, and achieving physical goals I never dreamed possible! Here is to laughing every day, and not being scared to ask for help when I need it.

Here is to happiness, for each and every person that I know.

Here is to a fucking awesome 2016!