An Apology

I have been really quiet.

Sorry.

Some days I am completely driven and spring cleaning my house thinking about all the plans I have, whereas other days I am struggling to know which way is up.

I am lacking direction and I am hoping that once the summer holidays are here, I will get some mojo back.

I started CBT (a form of counselling designed to change your thought processes) a few weeks ago which is making me assess things differently, the jury is still out as to wether it will help long term, but I am hopeful.

The boys are wonderful. Barnaby decided to potty train, at the exact same time as I stopped breastfeeding, but 27 months was a massive achievement. George still has no school place, thanks to me moving Toby’s school last term, and George being awarded a place at the old school, so I am gearing up to home educate, which I am a little excited about, but also equally apprehensive. Toby has settled into the new school amazingly, he is like a different child, he is thriving with a new positive environment where his needs are taken care of. It was the best decision I could have made!!

My mind is full of things to tell you, but I am finding things hard to unscramble currently.

Rainbows and unicorns to everyone 🌈❤️💛💚💙💜🦄

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