Summer Roadtrip

The boys and I are on a road trip!

8 days, a few hundred miles to cover and 4 different locations to stay at!

So far we had a night at Alton Towers, a day in the Theme Park, now we are in Birmingham overlooking the runway at the Airport. Unfortunately for the kids, we aren’t going on an aeroplane as Mummy is scared, so this is as close as they are getting…for now!

Tomorrow we visit Warwick Castle, then down to Maidenhead to camp for 4 nights, with day trips to Legoland, Chessington and Thorpe Park thrown in. Another two nights following that in a campsite in Weston-Super-Mare, and I think that will be more than enough fun for a while.

I wish I could say that I am enjoying every second, but the reality is I am in a constant battle with my anxiety.

I am on new medication that is meant to not only help with my constant headaches, but also reduce my anxiety, but the irony is, taking the meds is causing more anxiety!

It is difficult to be present in the moment when you can’t stop worrying, but I am trying my hardest for the boy’s sakes.

Those faces make every struggle worthwhile 😍38600351_2186031331431585_1025548760475762688_n